Kameron S. Westhaven
Equuleus House
Posts: 16
Age: 19
Sexuality: Homosexual
Gender: Male
Plotter: http://beauregardacademy.boards.net/thread/69/astral-dimensions-vels-plotter
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Alias: Vel
Occupation: 8th Year Student
Application: http://beauregardacademy.boards.net/thread/194/westhaven-kameron-samuel
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Post by Kameron S. Westhaven on Jan 9, 2017 17:06:48 GMT -5
Last Weekend of September
Kameron had been spending most of his time in the greenhouses, because honestly as much as he enjoyed his bed to the fullest, the tension in the common room was beyond what he could currently handle. That and Johanna's bed was rather comfortable when he needed to just not. That was the good thing about having such a huge family. Morning routines with Kaydin, lessons, lunch with one of his siblings, slightly ignoring his duties as head boy, also neglecting his work. Which was not at all like Kameron. Especially when he saw Rhett with Vera. Every single time his heart sunk lower into his chest as he watched the man he loved, prancing around with the partial Veela girl. It felt like Rhett was out to prove a point, and that point had been proven over and over again.
Finally he felt like he was going to break. The big older brother needed advice and it wasn't normal that he did. Usually Kam could get through most ordeals as he had in the past. It was simple after what he had been through when he was younger, but he had a family that he could rely on, and they could rely on him.
That was why he was found slipping into the Ophiuchus common room. Kristian wasn't there and he couldn't really pinpoint Jack's smell, but he knew where the baby of the family slept. So Kameron made his way up the stairs and turned to the sixth years dorm and just sort of fell into Jack's empty bed. It was obvious whose was whose and he just laid there, face down in the sheets trying so hard to not let the emotion take complete hold of his heart.
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Jack K. Westhaven
Ophiuchus House
Posts: 8
Age: 16
Sexuality: Homosexual
Gender: Male
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Alias: Armageddon
Occupation: Student | Ophiuchus
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Post by Jack K. Westhaven on Jan 9, 2017 17:20:49 GMT -5
Jack had been on his way back from class, raising a brow at the smell of his oldest brother lingering in the common room as he grabbed some coffee. The closer he got to the stairs, the stronger he could smell him, and just in case, he poured two cups, taking them with him as he went up the stairs.
Pushing open the door to his dorms, he spotted a person on his bed, given he was not currently fucking anyone, and how strongly he could smell his brother, he knew it was Kam. But, in a more figurative sense, it wasn't. Not the usual Kam. There was no cheeky hello, or concerned older brother lecture about the amount of cigarettes that littered his ashtray. There was silence, and pain.
He moved quietly over, sitting down by him and setting the coffee down on his nightstand before he looked to his big brother, for once being the one concerned.
Without a word, he laid over him and hugged him tightly, resting his chin on his shoulder as he thought for a moment.
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Kameron S. Westhaven
Equuleus House
Posts: 16
Age: 19
Sexuality: Homosexual
Gender: Male
Plotter: http://beauregardacademy.boards.net/thread/69/astral-dimensions-vels-plotter
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Alias: Vel
Occupation: 8th Year Student
Application: http://beauregardacademy.boards.net/thread/194/westhaven-kameron-samuel
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Post by Kameron S. Westhaven on Jan 9, 2017 17:37:41 GMT -5
Last Weekend of September
Instantly he could hear the way Jack moved and fetched two mugs of coffee. The way his steps creaked the steps under his fat ass and the way he carefully pushed the door open, but he couldn't bring himself to say anything lest he break. The only thing breaking the silence of the boys dorm was that of Jack setting the coffee cups down on the nightstand and then warmth.
Kam was only internally joking at how fat Jack was, because the fucker was a skinny twig that would have been blown over by a slight breeze. With a sigh he moved his hands to pull Jack's arms under his head and trap him there.
"You wanna talk about it...?"
How did someone not break when they were asked that question? Truth is, you can't not shatter yourself into a million pieces when reality really set in. Kameron wanted to talk about it, but he was supposed to be the one that stayed strong and stable and was the rock to his brothers and sister. That was how it was and should always be, but that wasn't what he was feeling right now.
Suck in a deep breath Kam rubbed his snotty nose on Jack's arm before laying his head back down. "I don't know if I can keep doing it Jackaroo. I fucking try and try and... just... It just... nothing comes of it at all. He's so infatuated with the fucking Veela girl and my jealousy is getting the best of me. I don't get it." Breathing out he was still doing his best to fight back the tears as they lay there.
"I love him. But now he's acting straight as a board and I know that's not the truth, but does he fucking even realize how much it kills me inside when he just rubs it in? Is it really worth it to keep fuckin' trying? Or should I just fucking give up?"
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Jack K. Westhaven
Ophiuchus House
Posts: 8
Age: 16
Sexuality: Homosexual
Gender: Male
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Alias: Armageddon
Occupation: Student | Ophiuchus
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Post by Jack K. Westhaven on Jan 9, 2017 18:21:53 GMT -5
He'd never seen Kam like this..no, that was a lie. There was only one time he'd ever seen Kam so broken up about something before, and that was back when their dad had made a stupid choice when Kam came out. Other than that, Kam had always been the solid one. The one who knew how to handle everything in the best way available.
But when Kam pulled his arms around him, he could feel the defeat in him. How lost he seemed. It was confusing as hell, that was for sure, but Kam had been there for each and every one of them, he wasn't about to brush him off when he finally needed someone.
Although he debated it for a moment when he felt the slick snot gooping over his arm with half gag.
He stayed though, even if Kam didn't have him pinned in the hug, he still would have, and he listened.
"Honestly, it sounds like you need to get him to talk to you. If he can't even give you 10 minutes to give you an explanation for why he 180'd on you, and why he's doing this, you don't need that shit." Jack couldn't help but rise to his brothers defense on it.
"If he wants to lie to everyone else about what he is, whatever, thats his perogitive. But he's got no right to just watch you string yourself along and let you keep trying and trying when he's not gonna do anything about it but watch." He sighed softly, knowing he wasn't the best at advice, and holding a firm belief in 'If someone didn't show they cared back, then fuck 'em'. Then again, Jack was blunt about pretty much everything, and was no short amount of an ass. But he was a caring ass...in his own way.
"All I'm saying..is try to get him to talk to you. To explain or atleast decide whether or not he's gonna be with you or if he's gonna keep prancing around like Harry Hetero because he's chickenshit. If he can't give you that much, then..." he shrugged softly and hugged him tighter. "Don't be his fallback for when he decides you're worth his time." template by Sammy @ Adox 2.0 |
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Kameron S. Westhaven
Equuleus House
Posts: 16
Age: 19
Sexuality: Homosexual
Gender: Male
Plotter: http://beauregardacademy.boards.net/thread/69/astral-dimensions-vels-plotter
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Alias: Vel
Occupation: 8th Year Student
Application: http://beauregardacademy.boards.net/thread/194/westhaven-kameron-samuel
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Post by Kameron S. Westhaven on Jan 9, 2017 18:43:17 GMT -5
Last Weekend of September
That was his brother right there. Jack had never been one to beat around the bush, rather than to light it on fire and get to the point. He could feel him gag and all Kameron could do was smirk as he wiped his nose on him again. It was actually rather hard to hold back from crying, but he was more than certain that Jack could feel the tenseness in the way he laid there. It wasn't that Kameron didn't want to go, it was more that Kameron really needed his brother, and the blunt one was always the most honest. Jack wasn't going to go in and try not to hurt his feelings, he was going to tell him exactly what he needed to hear and all Kameron could do was nod.
"I would love to talk to him for ten minutes and figure out what the hell is going on, but every conversation just turns into a mockery of him gushing about Vera." Kameron could feel his eyes well up with tears at the thought. Rhett could deny who he was, that was fine and good. The tears were actually falling now because Rhett was playing a game that hurt more than just himself, and Kameron was old enough to understand those games, and the lying. But he despised the liars. If Rhett couldn't be true to himself, how could Kameron trust Rhett to be true to him?
"There is a reason I came to talk to you, and that was just it. I need to just move on." Kam exhaled under his brother and nuzzled in against his stick like arms. "He's really not worth my time is he? I should just find someone who knows what the hell they want. Someone stable and has their shit together as well as their future. No more of this, well maybe he likes me. Maybe we would be good together. Any ideas?" Kam's eyes moved up to look at Jack. "Know any stable, diligent and eligible bachelors?"
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